bear with me,this is super long.

lets start right back from the beginning.

and when it comes to times like this,

i get all bad with words.

december 2005-march 2006.
right after prom, i started work at VP.
with nina, shasha

great experience. the start of the 3 of us becoming closer.

and the lorry rides.and the singing of songs.

'teman tapi mesra'. still remember girls? haha.

1 january 2006

i forgot how it was spent.

but all i could ever remember was watching the fireworks at fullerton with fuad n co.

and a hell of a lot of drunkards.ergh.it was bad thou.

16 january 2006

back then we always do the regular double dates thingy.

and yes coincidentally, fuad and ben, who were close,

share the same bdae. so qeela n I planned a surprise for them.

seriously, it was that great a day.

28 january 2006

skafest.

:)

10 february 2006

olevels results. alhamdulillah.i was very happy with what ive got.

it was one if the greatest achievement in my life,

considering what ive gone through in sec school. :) :)

23 march 2006

GERHANA SKA CINTA.

one of the greatest highlights of the year.

the pit was crazy. haha.

27 march 2006
sentosa with fuad.it was special.
and this, i shall not lie.

10 april 2006

FO kem evo.

caterjade.and new friends were made.

both nadiah and I went for the camp.

its still fresh in my mind how late we were for the camp.

:) :) :)

20 april 2006

my 17th brithday.seriously, this was one of the best celebs i had.

with fuad, the family the girlfriends n nizam(our bday was one day apart btw)

i had my first try on ice skating with the girlfriends.

where nina, shiqah n shasha surprised nizam n I with a cake.

aahh so much memories!!! :)

and im still wearing the necklace with my name on it.

11 may 2006

the closure of adeenas.blogspot.com

btw ive changed the url so too bad.

this was the darkest point of my life.

i didnt see it coming at all.

i was having a ball of a time,

new school, new friends,

and i thought i was at the peak of my life, and when i had a fall, which i

had no idea that it was going to happen.

OUCH.

i remembered losing so much weight and crying( oh so typical ).

damn.it was bad.real bad.

then the start of this new blog.

but then, i stayed strong and yes eventually we got back together.

and yes, i was on my feet again.very delirious indeed.

uve lost something only to realise how important he was to you.

:)

13 june 2006

ssp camp.this was the start of everything.

:)

i had soo much fun and i learnt a whole lot from them.

and yesssa.

diah and I got the best camper award

woooohooo.!!!!!

22 june 2006

the sentosa trip before everything turned bad.

bad.worse.

:'(

29 june 2006

awallah dondang

it was the first for the year.

ahhh..sooo fun.

dancing and practicing with the girls.

back then, i didnt quite interact so much.

apart from the dancing girls.

haha. yeahh maybe people have this specific but wrong( i hope so) perception of me.

kan??

haha.

september-december 2006

this was the muzikarama period.

where a whole lot more friendships were made.

breaking our fast together at arab st.

the lepak-ing.

the jalan raye :)

sooo much lahh

seriously. :):)

and yeah this period was bad too.

both fuad and I had trouble.

and can i not talk about this.

:'(

1 december 2006

MUZKIRAMA 2006.

OMG. WHAT MORE CAN I SAY.

this was one day man.

one great day. words just cant explain.

the experience working with the ssp-ians.

:):):):):):)

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now another part. i told ya this would be long.

first up namira- ive been through a lot, and yes you were there. you're always there. i trust you a lot.
and i know i can always count on you.always. its hard to explain this friendship between us because its just so wonderful.

soefie- i respect you for who you are.you have strong principals. and i can always run miles away, but ill make one full circle just to come back to where i start from and meet you. you are that special to me even though we rarely meet.

nizal- im not the only one who's giving all the advices. you know i did go to you when things go wrong. and acting with you was

great. :):) really, if there was to be given another chance, we could work together,

it will be a yes for me. and i still remember the stupid picture thingy and talking nonsense about stupid stuffs.

faridah-haha. you're such a great friend. your simplicity makes you a whole lot easier to understand and be around with. and your nam weng joke make me laugh still. its not the joke actuallly. its just the name 'nam weng'. haha.

sarah- ahhh. omg. omg. ur the cutest thing on earth.itik.haha. your presence make my day.seriously.

nadiah- i dont know why, but you always know whats wrong. as much as i know when things go wrong for you.like the other day about the airport thingy. i knew something wasnt right. and i wished i was there. :) weve been through alot together. and we do things stupid things together,

omg there's like so many memories of us. and i dont know how to say it.

well, i just know life would never be the same without you .

jeffri- you make me laugh all the time. and thanks for sharing so much with me. was a pleasure to hear it. haha. i dont know what to say because there's just so much to say.

and when it comes to you, i can talk to you about anything under the sun.

shiqah n nina- yes, one year added to our very long friendship.

i can never ever live without the both of you.

i wanted to post so many pics of us now, but there's just soo much

so i decided not too.

aha. all our girls day out. at shiqah's house. at nina's house. omg.

i love the both of you so much.so much.so much.and thanks for always being there.

and last but not least,

fuad nurhadi- i want you to be happy. and i want you to be happy for me.

things happen for a reason. and then i would be a freaking liar if i said i didnt/havent misssed u.even a single bit. i wish you all the love still.

its only the first day for 2007, and
ive already made wonderful memories,
lets hope it marks for a new beginning,
a good journey ahead.
another 365 days, counting down.

after my shift ended, i met nina at city hall.
she wanted to watch the firworks at esplanade sooo much.
i didnt want to let nina down,so off we went.
and yes, so much for a good spot, our view was blocked by trees
buttt, i had to admit, i liked the ending of the fireworks.
and yes, i didnt regret watching the fireworks coz the night/day turned out great!!
and yes, the crowd was bad, as usual, you should know what to expect. t'was terrible.
we were soo goddamed tired after work and our feets were calling out for mercy.
but the night didnt end there coz we were very very very hungry.
and we had out first meal for 2007 at teck whye's macd.
and we did so much talking, so much eating, so much laughing.
it was such a great start to 2007.
:):):):)

and i saw this hugggeeee rainbow just now.

it strethed from teck whye to gombak.

omgomgomg.

:):):):)